Goodbye Love
Hii, This is my last E mail for before leaving city, I am leaving tomorrow morning, packing is almost done, I am tired like hell but n no of thoughts are running in my mind, I can’t go like that , I need to talk to you..i want to share my emotions before leaving that how I am feeling..May be I will never any get chance to share my mind with u again, actually I don’t want..
You were the most beautiful part of my life, the most memorable days of the life which I spend with you .I will nourish the memories.
I loved you with all my heart , I loved you the way you speck, the way you talk, the way u walk.. I love your eyes, your smile. even I don’t have words to express my love for you. You have occupied a special part in my heart , when, why, how..i don’t know..i don’t have any logic .I loved you with deep my soul, sometimes it seems like you are taking breath inside me.
Things will remain same, Heart won’t stop beating after moving. Life goes on,Memories are golden treasure. One of the part of my heart will remain with you. Around you..n will do care for you..
It was great to be with you, I have invested precious years of my life n harvested beauty of love, if u will come n ask me today. Then my answer would be I wana stay with with you..wana grow older with you. I am ready to cook for you..i am ready to take care of your family n home.. I wana care for u..whenever you feel sick, I wana hold your hand n walk along with you,When thing goes out of track.
But truth is very hard, its hardest to accept the reality. Finely I accepted the truth losing my sleep, weird mood swings , endless painful tears that I should to move on..you were right we are different. I wish I could make you understand that we can accept differences. silence of near n dear one kills the relations, expectations hearts.
Now I have to go, I don’t want anything, not your friendship neither your love . I don’t have hard feelings for you.. even m left with nothing n I want to find myself.
I will miss you, I will miss the b’day song which u sang very bad, I miss the the moment when u hugged me on Holi celebration. I miss all my silly thought ,n I will miss myself with you..
Sometimes its better to let go the things, that is one of the hardest goodbye of my life. Its difficult to leave the person you loved the most ..its feels like hell to wait for single call or msg.i don’t have courage to speck my heart out,I wish I could make to understand, I never want to regret so I thought to write last email to you.
Thank you so much for being part of my life. I wish you happiness and peace .
Lots of love !!!
Goodbye.